* * happiness in my own heaven * *

2006-02-19T05:07:00.000-08:00

Whew, what a week. Valentines, term papers, test, wncaa. Hectic Schedule. Anyway, i'll try to update as often as i can. But i think that it is quite impossible now, coz i have a lot to catch up to. School works and friends. This had been a happy and fulfilling week! A lot of revelations and sad moments. Pero wala na, tapos na. Much had been said and done. Ayyy, ahaha. Anyway, moving on. Enjoying life and having fun.

I just need to say this

" MY PARTNER! MS. ANGELICA GALAN, I DON'T WHAT I'D DO WITHOUT YOU! I am so blessed to have you. Thank you big time! Thanks for watching even if i texted you that morning din. Still you came! I really apreciate it!! Big time! "

and to my firestarters family - iloveyouall -

2006-02-12T00:30:00.000-08:00

Whew!! minsan na lang ako mag-update pero haha la lang super happy! miss all my True friends!

2006-01-30T17:41:00.000-08:00

Whew! at last, i 'm here again. A lot happened already that i was not able to keep track. Well, im just so happy with my life right now, although still there are people who can't get a life!

Dami requirements at gagawin. Term papers at projects.

Basta complete happiness!

2006-01-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

Oh my god, tagal ko na palang hindi nagbblog. Well, anyway hindi naman kasi maganda nangyari last week noh. SO annoying!! The girl - please okay, don't be too desperatem leave a little kahit a little lang for yourself okay. - Hay, basta. Ask me na lang personally kung gusto malaman.

New year new life! Basta excited ako sa mangyayari this year! Sana walang epal ha! Ahaha kidding. Anyway, Dami school works na gagawin. Cramming nanaman to. I need to catch up kasi dami ko namiss. Nards m help mo ko. I love all my uap friends! Pero wala pa din tatalo sa KEZOO the original at sa hubbeez and tropang tibz! Mwah, salamat sa lahat.

Last friday, went to metrowalk to have fun. La lang super fun nga talaga nangyari.

Here are the pics

girls ko

smile pa din kahit wasted na

our food, drinks, cigars

rnb bar metrowalk

january and july

2006-01-05T19:17:00.000-08:00

Miss my blog! i miss Chika! I enjoyed Christmas! Hectic week, i'll blog this saturday okay! mwah mwah.

* Once an asshole, always an asshole.. * - is this true? i hope not.

2005-12-22T20:58:00.000-08:00

Hello there everyone, grabeh have'nt blog for like a week already. I miss blogging.

BUSY WEEK

DEC 16

- Went to school at around 830 kasi naman i have a class pa theology and i can't cut coz we have a quiz. Kainis kaya todo kasi theology lang class ko. Anyway, after my class i met up with my labs angel. We're suppose to go to metrowalk kaso lang walang parking so off to St. Francis Square kami. Shyet! Shopping shopping shopping, i bought small items for some people. Tapos ang dami namin nagustuhan ni my labs, - "my labs, bilhin natin lahat yun ha!". Lunch, we ate at Mcdo then went to megamall shopping ulit. New wardrobe for next year ba my labs. Ahaha, anyway, we went back to school kasi may class pa c angel eh. While waiting for her, i saw my fatchuchay with carlo and bry! Ahaha, onting kwentuhan tapos may class si fat kaya un byebye na. Tas nadismiss sila ni angel ng early kaya hinatid na niya ko sa quad! Yeah, my labs - nice pimp - ahaha amputa funny! Galing na magdrive ni angel and im proud of her! Btw, saya ng usapan namin ni my labs. Tapos met up with giboy then went home na din.

DEC 17

- Lunch punta quad to window shop for gifts. I was with luigi. Tapos ayun, laugh trip nanaman as usual. Nakipagmeet ako kayla kaye and marie. La lang miss ko sila. Check marie's blog for the pics = http://crazyshoppinggurl5.blogspot.com then went to rockwell to eat dinner at kenny. Then GElica's house na! Yihiii!! Excited ako nun super. Ayun off to CSR! Concert - no comment na lang ako. Ayos lang. Tapos next destination CONDO NI EPANG!!! ASTIG KA TALAGA 'PANG!! THANKS HA!!! super nice ng condo ni epang. Well, basta super saya talaga! Todo bonding at dami funny moments! Ulitin natin yun ha! ahaha.

DEC 18

- DEnise's birthday - tulog lang ako the whole time kasi super pagod na ko! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CUZ!! STAY PRETTY!!

DEC 19

- went to divi with mommy and daddy and ate gigi! 168 Coolness talaga. AStig!! Babalik ako dun! Shopping shopping shopping. Wala ako nabili sa sarili ko kasi puro gifts lang binili ko. huhuhu poor jamielle! =(

DEC 20

- Glorietta again to buy gifts for my peeps and mommy's officemates! Luigi and i went to cartimar. Sinamahan ko lang siya.

DEC 21

- went to glorietta with the original!!! KEZOO BAND!!! my forever love friends! halos COMPLETE na kami, krissy, gelica, jamie, epang, chika and me!! Sinamahan nila ako bumili ng gifts sa officemates ni mommy. Kakapagod.

DEC 22

- GLorietta again to buy gifts . . . Sana tapos na christmas kakapagod kasi magshopping eh! Huhuh, Again wala ako nabili for myself! anyway, sila muna bago ako. okay na yun!

- Luigi - thanks sa gift mo! Ang ganda ganda!! Love na love ko! thanks!!

Dahil pagod ako whole week, tom, pahinga lang ako at tulog before christmas dahil for sure puyatan nanaman yun! Excited na ko!

Merry Christmas to all! LOVE YOU ALL! Thanks for the wonderful year!

2005-12-16T01:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY CHADA!!

love you so much

enjoy life

2005-12-15T18:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY CHADA!!

love you so much

enjoy life

2005-12-12T03:47:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, pe today aerobics! I'm loving it already, ahaha pero kinda hard pa din okay lang. Nothing new in classic literature, discussed books 7 and 8 of the iliad. Lunch, hay naku grabeh tagal namin nakahanap ng kakainan kasi ang gulo, hindi kami makadecide kung san kakain kaya ayun hotshotS bagsak namin. Math, just reviewed for the long test this thurs! Civ, discussion and copied notes from nards! Got home at around 600, ate dinner and telebabad na with giboy! Hay naku, isa lang masasabi ko sayo! Corny mo, ahaha kidding la lang laugh trip talaga tayo lage e noh! Buti nga tumatawa ka pa sa mga hirit ko. Thanks huh! Ahehe, love mo talaga kacornihan noh! Ahaha, thanks again.

I think this friday i have only one class which is theology kasi free cut na ko sa iba kong subjects! YEah yeah yeah! Love it! Early dimissal. WINDOW shopping. Ahaha, mamimili ako ng window! Joke! CORNY KO! ! ! Kainess! ahaha.

EXCITED NA KO SA OVERNIGHT! ! ! WITH THE ORIGINAL KEZOO BAND! ! ! BONDING TO DEATH!!!! CHIKA I'LL MISS YOU!! LOVE YOU DEARLY!

Okay got to go, i'm super tired need to rest and catch some good sleep!

mWah!

2005-12-11T00:03:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, damn i miss my blog! Ahehe, i really had a busy week super! Since moday grabeh non-stop. Anyway, i went out with luigi last friday. We were with Nina and Kaye. I had so much fun! Grabeh, super laugh trip talaga. Ahaha. Also, may nalaman ako tungkol kay toot. No comment na lang ako talaga eh. I went home at around 1230. I was super tired talaga na i thought i won't be able to attend my NSTP class. Anyway highway, saturday morning i went to my NSTP class. Kakapagod. After lunch went to glorietta with Luigi again, ahehe, we bought gifts and had dinner at Subway. Nax naman. Thanks for the dinner! I super had fun with you talaga! Lagi tuwing magkasama tayo! Thanks for being there always!

This weekend i'll go out with KEZOO FRIENDS!!! I miss them so much! As in super. Chika's farewell party. Overnight at Epangs' condo unit in ortigas! Yeah, looking forward to that! Ahaha, Love them!

2005-12-08T19:17:00.000-08:00

Busy week. I'll update this weekend!

2005-12-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

Geli here are our pics from Decades!

2005-12-04T16:03:00.000-08:00

Wow, i'm so happy today! Last night, was a blast!! PARTY AT KROCODILE GRILLE LAST NIGHT!

Last night was CHika's surprise party at Krocodille Grille GB3. Uhm, early that morning i was so worried because i don't know how to go there coz my mom will be using the car. I called Kris and Gelli to ask them how were they going but Kris was still in school and i can't contact gelli. So, the whole afternoon i was worried. I dressed up at around 530 and mom arrived at 6 so i was so happy coz i have transpo na!! So there, i left the house at 630 and went to glorietta to meet epang ang jamie! Also, luigi coz he just arrived last friday from his retreat! I miss him. I miss Jamie and Epang too. Grabeh, hindi ko nakilala si epang kasi mukhang boy at F4!!

So we went na to greenbelt coz Krissy texted me that they were already there na. Ahaha, the three of us are so stupid coz we don't know where Krocodile is. Epang saw the thingy so there we found it! Waaah,, we saw Kris and Geli, and we shouted and hugged each other as if we were the only one around! Ahaha, well what can i say, we missed each other!! So there, non-stop kwentuhan, asaran, pictures, lokohan, at basta lahat lahat na!! Then, we decided to go to the ladies room tapos while walking nakita na namin sila air, arianne and neve! Ayun, sigawan at huggan nanaman. I love doing that! Tapos we went back to Krocodile Grille na. Ayun upo muna kami sa labas i don't really know what we were waiting for. Tapos after, Kris and i went to the ladies room tapos nag-ikot ikot! Non-stop kwentuhan at tawanan! I missed her! It's been like ages since the last time we saw each other. Tapos so ikot ikot, after punta kami sa cr sa may movie house nung pababa na kami we saw Judy Anne Santos and Ryan Agoncillo! Damn, Ryan is so so cute!! and Juday is so thin! We did'nt even recognized her! Ahaha. We were both surprised and had to catch our breath first. Corny namin noh, pero kasi nagulat kami talaga ni Kris eh. Anyway so care ba namin, back to kwentuhan nanaman. Actually hindi pa nga namin napagkwentuhan lahat eh! Kulang sa time! So while we were walking geli called kris, oorder na daw kaya bumalik na kami! Ayan, order na kami. Btw, Chika's mommy tita beba was the one who set the whole thing up! So sweet of her to surprise Chika. Muntik na nga ko madulas na sabihin kay chix eh, buti napigilan uhm. Ahaha, So ayun, Tita Beba texted Geli that they were already downstairs. Shucks, worried kami at nagpanic kasi hindi pa kami nakakapasok. So nag-isip kami ng way para magtago at masurprise pa din si Chika. Basta super funny kasi she really had no idea! Hindi siya nakabihis, tas hindi din siya ready! Super nakakatawa talaga! Nasurprise siya kahit you know. Basta. Di pa nga siya naliligo eh. Ang galing ni tita Beba, hindi siya nahalata ni Chika!

So ayun, we went in na. Dami food! Grabeh, super dami talaga! As in. Hindi ko na lalagay lahat yun dito kasi madami talaga. Suko kaming lahat. Btw, i ate FROG LEGS! FOOD was so yummy! Sarap sarap talaga.

The best part is, may party sa Krocodile Grille kasi anniversary nila or something. Super saya, may dj sa labas tas ang daming tao. Pinicturan pa kami ng waiter para daw sa website nila, ilalagay nila. AStig diba! Dance music, from trance to hiphop to rnb. You name it, they've got it! Ahaha, so dahil Anniversary ni Kroc, OPEN BAR siya, all drinks even with alcohol ay FREE!! LOVE IT, LOVE IT!! Basta, ang dami talagang tao.

So ayun, lahat ng tequilla shot for Chika of course! Saya, after nun Geli got some more drinks, i don't even know what's it called. Basta inom lang kami ng inom. E open bar eh, what can we do. Just drink! After nun, when everybody was getting tipsy, it's time for us to hit the dance floor! GELI, NEVE, ARIANNE, CHIKA AND I danced the night away! Super fun talaga. Sayaw lang kami kahit nahihilo na. Actually while we were dancing we were still drinking! Dancing while drinking! That's fun! Epang, Jamie, Kris and Kat were on our table watching us and our things. Tapos lumapit samin si Kris, sabi niya "Hindi ko sure ha, pero daming gwapo! Left, Right, Back, Front Gwapo!" tawa talaga kami ni geli! But we were so good na napasayaw namin si Kat. Si Jamie at Epang nakatingin lang namin haha, pero masaya talaga! Dami namin nainom lahat! Drink till we drop ata eh. Ahaha! Basta, hindi ko maexplain how happy i was last night! Almost everybody was tipsy. Grabeh, we really have to do that again. Geli's mom picked us up. We dropped first the Vetus sisters and then i waited for my dad to pick me up. So that's pretty much it. ONE HELL OF A NIGHT!

SO HAPPY LAST NIGHT GIRLS, I LOVE YOU!

-pictures to follow-

For more pictures : http://jamielleish.multiply.com

2005-12-02T20:26:00.000-08:00

Exited coz i'm going to Gb3 to celebrate Chika's birfday! i miss my girlfriends!!

2005-12-01T17:21:00.000-08:00

Just Like Heaven

a must-watch movie

romantic comedy

you'll love it

7 stars..

2005-11-30T00:27:00.000-08:00

Goodmorning Sunshine! Whew, i had the best sleep ever! 12 hours of sleep. Bawing bawi talaga. Sheesh, Btw, luigi's retreat will be tomorrow so i still have to write his retreat letter. I'll give it to Kaye since they will be meeting up later. I'm off to glorietta later yeehee! I'll buy new chucks! Excited.. Uhm, it's pretty early to blog so i really have nothing to say.

Why is it that sometimes you feel so alone when in fact there are so many people around you? Is it possible that yes they are there but you don't feel their presence? Tapos minsan unfair pa diba, yung mga taong mahal na mahal mo sila pa yung constant ang communication at sila yung madalas na nagkakasundo. Parang they don;t care kung ano nafeel mo or maffeel mo basta okay sila and their closeness is the same. Unfair right, you do everything for them to be happy pero this is how they make you feel? I feel so sad kahit anong gawin mo parang wala eh, you can't help but feel bad. Urgh, shit this thing!! I can't describe fully what i feel but i one things for sure i feel really really bad. And one incident i can't forget is ----- hay kapag isulat ko dito obvious na, malalaman niyo na kung sino tinutukoy ko.. Ahaha, forget it. Mababaw lang. Nagpapakababaw nanaman ako.

LUXURIOUS

Working so hard every night and day

And now we get the pay back

Trying so hard saving up the paper

Now we get to lay back

Champagne kisses hold me in your lap of luxury

I only want to fly first class desires, you're my limousine

So elegant the way we ride, our passion it just multiplies

There's platinum lightning in the sky

Look I'm livin' like a queen

This kind of love is getting expensive

We know how to live baby

We're luxurious like Egyptian cotton

We're so rich in love we're rollin' in cashmere

Got it in fifth gear baby

Diamond in the rough is lookin so sparkly

Working so hard every night and day

And now we get the pay back

Trying so hard saving up the paper

Now we get to lay back

Sugar, honey, sexy baby

When we touch it turns to gold

Sensitive and delicate kinda like a tuberose

You know you are my treasure chest

It's pure perfection when we kiss and

You're my Mr.. I'm your Miss

Gonna be until we're old

This kind of love is getting expensive

We know how to live baby

We're luxurious like Egyptian cotton

Working so hard every night and day

And now we get the pay back

Trying so hard saving up the paper

Now we get to lay back

Cha-ching cha-ching we're loaded and we're not gonna blow it

cha-ching cha-ching we're hooked up with the love cause we grow it

cha-ching cha-ching we got hydroponic love and we're smokin'

cha-ching cha-ching we burn it you and I, we are so lit

We're so rich in love were rollin' in cashmere

Got it in fifth gear baby

Diamond in the rough is lookin' so sparkly

Working so hard every night and day

And now we get the pay back

Trying so hard saving up the paper

Now we get to lay back

LOVE THIS SONG UBER!

2005-11-29T05:45:00.000-08:00

Uhm, i was not in the mood to go to school, but then i have to. I woke up at around 740, Went to school by 830 and arrived just in time for Theology - My first class with father Santos.Again, his discussions are quite fast. Got my test paper, yeah it's perfect. Ahaha, it reallyshould be perfect coz i failed my first quiz. Btw, we have a quiz on friday. MUSIC - Ms. Dawals'class. She is so so funny, mga hirit niya out of this world. Yung tipong mapapa-HUH?!? What the heck are you talking about. Mga ganon2. Ahehe, but even if she's like that, i like her kasi hindiako bored sa class niya. LUNCH - LUNCH, i had fries for lunch. Wala kasi ako sa mood, dami tao. Ahehe, MATH - seatwork. After math angel and i wento to the parking lot to return her things in her car. I'm so lazy, that i just stayed in the caf to wait for her. Btw, who said this"Nice pimp angel!" Ahaha, laught trip!! But really, nice car Buttercup!! FILIPINO - just had an activity and baliktad skirt ng prof namin. I think Haeja was the one who noticed it. Sarah told thatto me and so i told Rhowenna and Mia about it. Ahaha, Heck! 430-600 break break break. Boring break! I had my early dinner at the caf. Yummy! Then, i dropped by Muffin and Fatchuchays' place, hug and kiss and chika chika onti. Miss ko sila sobra! Ledge!! Ultimate tambay place when i'm with Sarah and Nards. Wala lang usap usap at pampalipas oras up to 600. THEN THEN THEN APS - my not-so-favsubject. But im beginnig to love it because of our professor MS. GRUET!! I really really like her! She is one cool prof!! She's so good. I enjoy her discussions. I'm living every bit of it! Our lessona while ago was about Liberalism. Explain explain explain. Filipinos = PBA (btw, Politics, Basketballand Artista) Ahaha, that one really made me laugh. She said that those are the most important things to most Filipinos. Funny isn't it?! But, yeah i realized that it is pretty much true. We discussedpolitics and stuff. As much as i wanted to share with you guys what i learned today but then it's quite long and complicated. I just really love her class! WEDNESDAY tomorrow - NO CLASS for me! Yeah, I'll try to finish my APS paper and study for theology. Oh, btw, FREE CUT FRIDAY APS!! Early dismissal. Angel, pasabay... haha just kidding!

FAIRY The name given to a wide variety of mythological supernatural beings that either help or hinder mankind. Fairy beliefs are strongest in the Celtic lore of Britain, Ireland and Europe, but nearly every culture possesses myths and legends concerning miniature biped creatures. The word is derived from the Latin fata, ‘fate', which refers to the mythical Fates, three women who spin and control the threads of life. According to theory, fairies are either: earthbound unbaptized souls; guardians of the souls of the dead; ghosts of venerated ancestors; fallen angels condemned to remain on earth; nature spirits, or small human beings. They are said to have magical powers and to consort with witches and other humans with supernatural powers. They have many different names and come in all shapes and sizes. They are invisible and can only be seen by clairvoyants or when they make themselves visible.

UNICORN A legendary animal generally depicted as having the head and body of a horse, the hind legs of a stag, the tail of a lion, and having a long tapering horn growing from the middle of its forehead. Born of misunderstood travelers' tales, nurtured by the error of biblical translators and adopted by the alchemists, the legend of the unicorn who combines male and female in one beast is rich in the symbolism of opposites. According to legend, only a virgin holding a mirror was able to tame a unicorn, and with dust filed from its horn a potion against deadly drugs could be produced. They were a pure white, cloven-hoofed, blue-eyed, horse-like beast with a single spiraled horn in its forehead, about a foot and a half in length, its base being pure white, the upper part sharp and red. Regarded as a symbol of both purity (its color) and virility (its horn), the unicorn was portrayed in medieval bestiaries (collections of moral tales about animals) as a swift, fierce, solitary animal that could be captured only in a certain way.

2005-11-28T21:34:00.000-08:00

Before anything else:

BELATED HAPPY HAPPY EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY HANNAH!!
- im so sorry i was'nt able to come to your birthday celebration, i missed all the fun. Be Strong and take good care of yourself. I love you. Im always here for you. Bawi ako, okay!

(hannah, hindi na pumayag si mommy na pumunta ako kasi gipit na daw sa time. Hmm, mommys talaga!)

and the most important thing:

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRFDAY ANA CONCHITINA NAVARRO!!!!!!
- i love you i love you i love you. I've known you for so many years, we've been through a lot and i'm so thankful that until now, we are still and will be friends till the end. You may not notice, but you always have me. I may not show it, but my concern for you will never change. Although we hardlysee each other, i know that our friendship is still there. Just be happy and be strong, chix. We all love you. And, we will always be here for you. Forever.

Nov. 27 :
Saturday morning - I was'nt able to attend my NSTP class, not because i wanted to cut but because of some freakin'reason w/c i need not to mention here. Around 12, i should've gone to glorietta already but then i have to wait fornina and kaye for like two hours. It sucks because they did'nt inform me that they'll be late and that i'll haveto pick them up, i thought they're coming at my house. Anyway, what's done is done so forget it. Then, we went at glorietta by 230, bought tickets for Exorcism of Emily Rose, met up with luigi, bong, dwight and edwin,and stayed at U smoking area. Btw, its open. At 320 we went inside the cinema to find good seats. Exorcism of Emily Rose is a totally-not-like-the-ring-kinda-movie. It has a story and it's nice. I like Stigmata better. Well, the cinema is full so i guess it's a good movie. Im not good in judging or reviewing movies so don't believe me. After the movie, we went to Wendy's to meet up with Chada, Miles, Gale, Jeh and Yumyum. Ahaha. Miss them so much, specially miles my mommy. After nun, chika2 then ayun. Luigi and i went to hotshots to eat. While waiting for the girls,we went to black strawberry to have their henna tattoo. Bong, dwight and luigi had their henna and i also got one for free!Ahaha, galing ko, i asked kuya maghehenna if i can get one small tattoo for free and he said yes. After that, we decidedto go to Greenbelt to have shisha (i hope my spelling is correct) but then quick change of plans. Went to W grill. And i don't want to post what happened next. I'll just get urgh, whatever!

Saturday evening :
I went home at around a-not-so-late time. My mom was not mad at all. She was considerate about my reasons. On the other hand one person was hysterical. DAmn, as if noh. Grabe, akala mo naman mortal sin na nagawa ko. Eh to think of it, wala naman siya dapat ikagalit kasi first of all, hindi niya ko sinundo, second, hindi siya nagtetext, third, binuksan langniya yung gate for me. So, what's wrong with that? Parang kasalanan ko na wala akong susi sa gate. E nagalit siya kasi ang tamad ko daw magdoorbell, hindi daw niya narinig. Huh, i was just concerned about our neighbors. Of course i didn't want all of them to be disturbed. Hay, tapos grabeh, kung ano2 na pinagsasabi. Inuungkat pa niya yung dati.

What hurt me the most, is that whatever i do, parang wala lang sa kanya actually sa kanila. I'm so tired of pleasing and impressing them. I'm tired of doing whatever it is that they want me to. Parang everything in my life is about them not about me. I'm living the life they want. I'm studying at the school they want. I'm getting the course they want. Sometimes i don't know what ireally want. I'm so pressured about everything. I don't know who to run to, who to talk with, who to cry to. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING. The people around me are pressuring me, it's like nobody understands or is trying to understand what i really feel. Most of the time, i feel so alone and abandoned and i hate that feeling. I can't open up with my parents kasi tuwing mag-oopen up ako binabalik nila yun sakin everytime na may magawa akong masama. Like kasi ganito ka. iba ka, blah2. I don't really know why i am feeling this way. I can't pretend all the time that i am happy and a-ok. Well, i'm just making myself happy to ease the pain. I've changed for them, i admit i have'nt been a good daughter. I've committed mistakes that crushed them and hurt them a lot. I've changed. Now, i know my limits and my priorities. But sometimes, the hurtful things they've said to me won't just go away. BUT BUT BUT, i know that i should be thankful and be strong for them. They're all i've got now. Inspite of everything that had happened, i still love them and i still dont have the guts to go against them. I still don't have the guts to answer back. God, has a reason for this and i think it is for me to be strong and set my priorities right w/c i am now doing. Cherish and love the persons who are true to me and who'll help me all the way. I really hope that my strength will keep me away from doing bad things coz once i'm fed up with all the pleasing and impressing thing i'll give up and give in to whatever. Btw, You may see pleasing and impressing a bad thing but for me it's not. It's my way of showing them that i can be the person they want me to be, i can do that even if i don't what to do that and it is because of the thing called unfathomable love. But, then it'll be better if they accept the real me and if they know and embrace it. The real me is not so bad at all. It's a normal me. what's not to love about me?! Ahaha, just kidding. Of course i love me. and i don't expect everyone to love me but who cares.

I LOVE MY FAMILY! I LOVE ME! I STILL LOVE LIFE!

2005-11-24T18:27:00.000-08:00

Woke up at around 900 and went to school by 10. First class was classic literature, Ms. Manuel. It's the first time that i saw her because last time i was absent. She's tall and simply elegant. We did an exercise and some recitation. I like her as a teacher. She is always smiling and nice to students. LUNCH. I ate pizza hut for lunch. Bacon something to be exact. Ahaha, nag-iipon at control na din sa food kasi lumalaki na cheeks ko. Wahaha!! Math lab.. Got my quizzes and the results are pretty good. Break from 215-300. Angel and i went to the library to photocopy ny APS North America hand-outs. And you it cost me 330 pesos, shoot that!!! Oh i also had our math seatworks photocopied for 50 pesos. Civ, we watched the Rise of Christianity. I slept the whole period. Ahaha, then 400 i went home, dropped by at Watsons to buy some girl stuff. Ahaha, Okay, so i have to go i still have to study for a test in music. And that test is not easy, so i have to concentrate. Byeee,,

2005-11-23T02:36:00.000-08:00

Nothing significant happened today. I'll just post some pictures. Btw, i went to AC. I sit-in in Kaye's sociology class. I was taking down notes for her because they have a quiz after. Boring teacher. Grabeh, not like in my school, ahehe. Joke hub, miss yah.

I feel that i should post this quote, got it from hub:

" In love, you have to learn how to give all that you can. Don't hold back, whatever it is that you are feeling but never expect anything in return for what you expect is not always what you get. "

Oh, btw, i saw Michelle Madrigal a while ago in glorietta. I really find her nice. I like her. Changed my skin. Hope you like it. Bye.

2005-11-22T22:36:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh, guess what, i only had 2 hours of sleep. I really can't sleep last night. From 1230 - 500 i was awake. Shoot, i was thinking of cutting theo but then we have a quiz so i can't and also i have to punish myself if i do. I promised to myself every cut is equivalent to a not-so-good-thing i will do to myself. A punishment. So there, theo - we had a 3 item quiz and a discussion. He is so fast in discussing our lessons. Rhowenna and i had a hard time following it. Next meeting we will be watching a movie, i guess, and writing a reaction paper about it. Arts music - well, actually i should'nt be in that class but sadly there were no more slots available in fine arts. I find our music class kinda interesting coz we will be studying classical music. We'll be attending different musical performances. It'll be so much fun. We also had a quiz in music, im pretty confident that i did well on that. Haha, hope so. She dismissed us early today. That's a good thing coz she usually dismisses us 5 mins late. LUNCH. Math - answered some freaking seatwork w/c i did'nt finish. Ahaha. Fil - free cut Yeah yeah yeah, uhm comment lang ha - sana talaga nalaman ko na na free cut kami ng fil and aps ng maaga para nakauwi ako agad... grr.. pero okay lang.. - ahaha.

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2005-11-21T02:50:00.000-08:00

Wow, blog at last. Namiss ko 'to eh, ahehe. Anyway, our second sem started last Nov. 8, 05. I had so much fun during our sembreak. I went to tagaytay for three days with block B ( i misssss them so, specially my muff and fatching, my 101 friends! ) Adventure grabeh, nag-inuman kami hangga't kaya pa. Ahehe, no limits. BUT, unfortunately i got sick. Hmmm, thanks to all of them for taking good care of me! Nov. 5, 05 - Gelica and i went to metrowalk to have a girls night out before the school starts. Actually it was suppose to be the KEZOO reunion blah blah but sadly Chika is out of the country, Kris could'nt come with us because tito boy did'nt allow her, Epang had other plans as well as Tracy. Exag diba ang dami namin dapat pero naging dalawa na lang. Ahaha, so we went to metrowalk around 9:30. We stayed at Dencio's first before going to Decades. Usap lang kami ng usap ng usap as in. It's like there's no tomorrow! Well, ganyan talaga kapag super friends and partners kayo diba. I really do miss her. I'm so glad to have her in my life. Words cannot express my gratitude. Grabeh, whenever i'm with my friends i am super super happy. I can be me, i can express my true feelings, i can be so corny, i can be so clumsy, i can fart (hahaha) , i can do anything without worrying. I know that whatever i do, may it be stupid or not, they will still love me and accept me for who i am. Damn, im so blessed to have them. Even if we don't get to see each other often, i know that deep in our hearts the friendship and love is still there. Knowing that they are always there for me is enough to never ever trade them for anything else in the whole wide universe!!!!!!! I really really love my friends!!!!! Now, the climax, we entered Decades at around 1030 too early. Uhm, at first it was kinda boring. Well, that was one special night. We just did our thang!!!! Right, partner?!? hahaha. Till next time alright?!

November 21:

HAPPY HAPPY BIRFDAY DADDY!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU DAD! BE STRONG and I WISH ALL THE BEST!! mwah mwah mwah

Today, i did'nt attend my classic literature class. First cut for classic lit. Kasi hindi ako nagising eh. And it's my dad's birfday, haha connect?!? Anyway, we had a 4 item quiz in math. I hope i did good! Then civ, kinda boring coz i don't know what the hell are they talking about. Ahaha, i did'nt read kasi the book. I have so many things to do tonight. We have a test in theology and i have to get 3, a test in Fil and an assignment in Civ. So, i have to go. Tag kayo ha..

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i miss my friends, hubbeez and luigi! hoy ikaw mukha ka nang mu huh, ahaha love kita!

10-20-05

2005-11-20T03:48:00.000-08:00

Yes, i have my new blog. This i time, i will try my best to update you everyday or at least once a week. Uhm, i don't have much to write here so i'll just update this tom. Ahehe, i'll start from the first day second sem, alright?!

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